[FanMade] A Letter To TVXQ: Hate and Love...

This is not something special. ..
But this is just something that I feel now, something that I feel since the lawsuit.

Doubt. ..

Yes. . . something I feel it is a doubt. Doubts about my own "Faith".
I always used to say, I will support whatever you do. But swear by whatever I'm lying to it.
Because I could not. . . I really can not see you as JYJ.
Honestly I hate you guys, really hate.
Do you know when you guys get an award I cry?
Do you know how much I hated every heard people will called you JJ, YC and JS from JYJ? not JJ, YC and JS of TVXQ anymore?
Do you know how much I hate when you guys release a new song, let alone with your "The Beginning" album?
A new beginning, it says you guys. And that was the beginning of doubt it.

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Doubt it continues and the greater when YH and CM declare your return as TVXQ without JJ, YC and JS.
Do you know how much I hate you when you do not join the lawsuit?
Do you remember when SMTown then you told us to wait for the return of you to us, Cassiopeia?
Do you know how pleased I was when I heard that?
And yes ... you keep your promise to return as TVXQ ...
Yeah ... new TVXQ so people said.
Do you know how much I hated you for being so easy to you to change the word had become a river tears?
So ... this what you mean by "return" it?
You recently said that you will always be beside us Cassiopeia as TVXQ forever.
before ... the beginning of this lawsuit, I would be very happy if you say it, but ...
but ... now that there is only a doubt.
Doubt whether you mean it TVXQ on 5 or TVXQ on 2 as today.
I really hate you guys.

Did you know, slowly TVXQ on 5 is fading in the eyes of many people?
Do you know when DBSK be a Trending Topic on Twitter a lot of people are asking whether that be a Trending Topic is DBSK on 5 or DBSK on 2??
Yes ... slowly everyone will get used to JYJ and TVXQ on 2.
Is this your purpose? Is this your purpose for Cassiopeia do not feel a pain?
Do you know how much I hated you JS, YC, JJ, CM and YH because tell me about the pain?

But who needs to know the maximum i hate u, for even then my love to you.
Do you know how much I love, love with all of your new songs?
Do you know how much I liked the song "Itsu Datte Kimi ni"?
Do you know how much I liked the "9"?
Not because of all the new songs sounds good and cool but the meaning behind the song.
Number 9 indicates how long our friendship, you said.
I really do not blame you with all this.
I knew when he was SM forbade you to use the name of TVXQ so that you look for other names. And Another name that is JYJ.
Do you know how much I love your toughness?
although you have been in "Disallow" to appear on several TV shows but it does not hinder your dream to continue singing and yes ... it all paid off with the awards.
Rigidity that is kept smiling even though it hurt. And that's the reason why i fall in love with you.

Do you know i'm going crazy when you say "Please Wait for us" in SMTown ?
Yes ... although I'm disappointed in the end will it, the result from these sayings.
But ... even so, I still like it, really glad that's words ... the words from the mouth of your own.
Although I doubt it would be "intent" of those words, but with those words also can give me the strength to continue to keep the "faith" is. A hope for the future.
Do you know so many people are disappointed to you guys because not join the lawsuit?
I really do not blame you with all of that.
Because I know you did not mean to do it.
Toughness. The spirit to continue to stand. that is what is within you. Keep smiling even though your heart is not smiling at all.
And for a long duration of you return as TVXQ.
Yeah ... finally you come back to show your light.
even if you come back without bringing the three Others, but I believe in one thing.
I believe in something that is uncertain. But this is the purpose of the"faith" is not it? To be sure we will light our 5 stars someday will shine together Again. Cassiopeia there is to it.
I believe you have done this only for a while, and eventually you will stand, sing, laugh and cry ... all five as before.
December 26, 2003 ... is the beginning of your debut. And until now precisely on December 26, 2010.
7 years have you continue to shine.
I hope that light will not fade until whenever ... because that's your dream, continue to stand not only as TVXQ on 2 or as JYJ but TVXQ on 5.
And The doubt wiil be lost everytime that's words come out ...

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH !!

by: Dharaa...

A/N: i've posted it b4, but it on indonesian...
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